Kelly Dodd is replicating Vicki Gunvalson's claims that she used illicit drugs.
The star of reality, 43, spoke with PEOPLE on Wednesday, two days after a preview next Sunday. Real Housewives of Orange County In season 13, a meeting was launched during which Gunvalson accused Dodd of using cocaine.
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Although Dodd immediately denied the accusation to Gunvalson in the preview, he said that the news of the accusation has already done an irreparable damage to his reputation.
"It has been really horrible," says excited Dodd. "I do not do drugs, I do not do cocaine, I've seen it ruin families, I've seen it affect people close to me, I constantly tell my daughter Jolie to avoid drugs, I can not insist enough." Do not use drugs. Do not even try. Do not succumb to peer pressure. "I'm very hard about it, but when Vicki says there are all these people out there who believe it."
"Now it's out there in the universe, you do not think people are going to be like," Maybe she make You do? "adds Dodd." This is my lifetime. This is my first name. It's like the murder of the character. It has hurt me a lot. "
Dodd went on to explain that not only has she been affected by the accusation. She says that Gunvalson's false claim also affected the life of her 12-year-old daughter.
"My daughter does not watch the program, but she reads social media," explains Dodd. "She has seen what people are saying and that alters her, I try to be a good example for my daughter, sometimes I can have background humor, but my daughter knows me, she knows I am a good mother. my daughter thinks that at all. "
"She goes to a very conservative Catholic school. The moms of her friends are in the program, they are watching everything that is happening. My daughter has been crying, thinking that her friend's parents are not going to let her see her because they'll think I'm taking drugs, "says Dodd." It hurts my daughter! Vicki is a mother, I should know better. "
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As RHOC Fans know, Dodd and Gunvalson have had a difficult season. The couple's close friendship was broken after Gunvalson helped introduce Dodd's ex-husband to his new girlfriend. She even had some double dates with them and with her boyfriend Steve Lodge, something Gunvalson never mentioned to Dodd.
Despite this, Dodd says she still felt blinded by her former friend.
"I could not believe she said that," Dodd said. "I asked her:" Did you see me do it? "And she said:" No. "It was just a rumor she heard, and you do not repeat rumors like that. She apologized for it. I think I made her so angry that it came to her head, but she did not think about my daughter, she did not think about the consequences. "
At that moment, Dodd could accept Gunvalson's apology and move on. The transmission of the trailer of the meeting, however, changed things. "We left the meeting in a good place, but I did not know the repercussions it would have on me and my daughter," says Dodd. "I did not know how harmful it really was, if I knew then what I knew now, I would not have forgiven her so quickly."
When asked if their friendship could be repaired, Dodd was not sure. "For Vicki to do that to me, it's very painful and irresponsible," he said. "She is so far from the base, how can I have a relationship with her?"
Gunvalson did not immediately respond to PEOPLE's request for comments.
The real housewives of Orange County The meeting is broadcast on Sunday (9 p.m. ET) in Bravo.