Sean & Diddy & # 39; Combs shared her heartfelt praise for Kim Porter that she helped him through painful emotional crises in his life, specifically when he says he suffered depression earlier this year.
"I was getting older, and I went through a dark and dark time," he told attendees at his funeral on Saturday, through a video obtained by TMZ. "And even though we were not together, she was that kind of person. She would come and … she just said, "Come on, Puff You have to get up You have to get out of bed You have to get moving You have to get up".
The 49-year-old hip-hop mogul also shared his first thoughts when meeting Kim when he worked at Uptown Records in the 1990s.
"God, I hope someday I get a girl like that", she playfully recalled thinking, "He came to the office every day and she worked at the reception desk and he would be so excited to come up. In the elevator, to know what I was going to see.
Diddy said goodbye to his ex-girlfriend on Saturday, in an elaborate funeral held in his hometown of Georgia, attended by Usher, Kimora Lee Simmons and actress Tichina Arnold. Porter dated Diddy for years and shared three children with him: Christian, D & # 39; Lila Star and Jessie James.
The former model and actress died on November 15, prompting countless love messages from friends and family, including Beyonce and Missy Elliott. But none has shared more than Combs, who revealed his unique bond with Porter despite having ended their romantic relationship years ago when he broke the silence of his death.
"For the last three days I've been trying to wake up from this nightmare," Combs subtitled an old video of them together. "But I do not know, I do not know what I'm going to do without you, baby, I miss you so much, I'm going to pay homage today, I'm going to try to find the words to explain our inexplicable relationship, we were more than best friends, we were more than souls We are THERE SOME OTHERS SH ** !! And I miss you very much, Super Black Love ".
As previously reported by ET, Porter's body was discovered at his home in Toluca Lake, California. The emergency personnel and the LAPD found no signs of foul play. ET learned that an autopsy was performed, but more research is needed to determine the cause of death. She was 47 years old.
Diddy shared a new video on Saturday from Porter with his children.
"The true definition of a MOTHER 🖤 #KimPorter," he wrote.
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