Beverley Mitchell says he wants to help eliminate the stigma of miscarriages. The former star of "7th Heaven" wrote in an emotional blog that aborted twins earlier this year.
Mitchell, who is a mother of two, said she was excited when she found out she was pregnant, and even more so when she found out she was pregnant with twins. But only a few weeks later, it was "a shock" when he learned that he had aborted. She wrote: "Our new dream of our growing family broke down."
"Honestly, my first instinct was to say that I was fine and, to be honest, I was trying to be," he continued. "I thought it had to be, for my family, for me, I had to get on a plane and go to work surrounded by babies and children when I was still aborting." Mitchell currently stars in "Hollywood Darlings."
"Even though it made sense in my head, my heart could not understand it," he wrote. "I never really considered that I would abort being that I had already had two healthy pregnancies, this was my misconception, you know, I did not know much about spontaneous abortions and I did not know many people who had aborted, or at least that's what I thought. thought."
Mitchell said he began to heal, especially because he has spoken with his loved ones about his loss. She also thanked her husband, saying: "Today I celebrate my gratitude to Michael for being my rock, my best friend, my soulmate, my everything." I am incredibly grateful for my rock husband who had patience while working in the range of emotions. .. If we are blessed with more children, they will fill us with more love, but for now, I look at my family and I am VERY GOOD, BLESSED AND THANK YOU. "
The actress asked women to be part of the change in destigmatizing miscarriages.
"No one should suffer in silence," he said. "To talk and share their wounds, to give them the opportunity to heal themselves, we are going to eliminate the stigma, spontaneous abortions occur, there is nothing to be ashamed of."
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